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I do get afraid, I ask so many questions about what are my next classes or do I have to repeat the year.. I get this dreadful feeling of despair and even though its not horrible to fail I am sure they are worst, but just the thought of failure was never a choice for me. Family may say its alright but to me, its not alright, maybe its just me who thinks this and honestly I don't want to but its just.. how I feel towards it.